_eUphOriA! mY Ll'lIl fRog PrInXx.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

dear anyone and everyone....

gosh...
like finally am back from my sleep ehs??

today's suppose to have mission day.
and i guess......i didnt went....
and missed out loadsa fun?
at least got free food for the rest?ha ha ha..okok.
hey we paid.

joyie...enjoy ur trip to taman negara okie? its gonna be loads of fun.
trust me...!! and....y does ur hp have reception to msg me back????????y y y???
RECEPTION?????? did i just say tt???
clara's right! our year is always the year tt has to suffer...yeahyeah...
if only i was born 2 days later....
joan arh......u be a lil happier can or not?ahha...ur mayflower adventure camp starts tml rite?
yeah.............

haiyah...had fever, headache, sore throat...
and most importantly, no will to go.
sleep till 3+....slp slp.....slping.......
by the time i want to go also too late, supposely meeting tiff at 6.40...
den i drag drag drag till 6.30++....

haikz....
i screwed my life up.
like.......gosh....
talking about CA...
im taking 8 subjects rite?
i flunk 1/2 of wad im taking.

doubt no one would believe me....
its like...
they think im smart, clever....
too high thinking.
BUT IM NOT.
who says those in 4b are smart?
im one of them whos not.
or was it onli me?

yeah.
no one would believe tt i've flunk my eng...
like..."c'mon elis?...fail eng? trying to kid who?"
but hey...im not lying.

AFRAID AFRAID AFRAID.........

screwed up chem,a maths, and phy to come.
so it makes up 4 subjs......
and so what if my ss gets 22/25? does it even matter now?
whats the use whats the use???

fark you all.

fark the world.
i cant do anithing properly.

dont have the will-power to do anything now.
cos everything just sucks.
dunno wad the hell im talking bout lahs.

theres no need for anyone to know either.
im confused bout myself.

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4b moved up to our own class.
3r helped us keep our classroom so clean.
thanks loads.
hahahah...think we messed up their class just enough.
mrs chua kept on saying that our class is causing just too much environmental degradation to their classroom.

but hey, we thanked them by writing a note to them.
its only polite to help especially when someone's injured right?

yeah. not saying anything.

term 1 coming to an end.
close chapter to this story.

mrs fung's coming back.
wait till she sees my results. cca would be so affected. y is she in charge?!
at least, mdm koh has loads of people sucking up to her during lesson to divert her attention from us all.
what is the world coming to.

tues, during assembly....
happened to be outside office.
dm came out.....
den cannot even hear the national anthem right...
but we stood there....
manali was quite far away from us at the stair case..
and it was like..stupid to face the pillar and sing the national anthem rite?
so i turned to suppiah, and asked smth tt i didnt even think twice about.
"MUST SING ARH?"
gosh, so maluated.
she luffed and said yes.
what goin on with me?

first cant excel in anything that i've done, do the wrong thing, and now what?

wished i could run away from all the things that bothers me now.

mid-year.
you know im so ever afraid of it now?

drown me.

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and i think i like lit now.
the part where, childish is different from child-like.

im both.
ha ha ha...

princess @ 7:24:00 PM